Tuesday, September 3, 2013
I didn't find out till 9/2/2013. Im so sorry to hear him pass away. I am so distraught and torn up inside. John was a sweetheart, I miss his wonderful smile, and infectious smile. In the few months I had gotten to know him, I became immensely close to him. I want everyone to know that John was a special person in a chapter in my life that I will forever cherish, and the flicker of his presence will never be snuffed out and I vow to never to let it happen. I knew of his struggles but it didn't matter to me, because he was genuine and sincere. I wanted to bring some happiness to his life and I hope and pray he will remember that I love him terribly and my heart aches for him. I am so terribly pained that I didn't have the chance to say goodbye. Please remember that I love you John, I love you.
